Plans and puzzles

I wanted to sit down and write something coherent but like the state of my mind every thought comes in flashes. Something that would make sense if only I can find the right key.

Which is ironic since just last week I finished my work plan for 2007. My work life is so organized that if you asked me what I will be doing months from now, I can tell you in precise detail. My tasks, subtasks, deliverables, resources, etc. etc.

But ask me what else I'll be doing aside from work? It's all-jumbled puzzle pieces.

Maybe I'll go back to grad school and finish my thesis. Maybe I'll finally enroll in Mandarin classes. Maybe I'll get to read all the new books I've spent 10K on (I blew my book buying budget for the whole of 2007 by April). Maybe I'll keep up with a 3-times-a-week gym schedule. Maybe I'll get married. Maybe I'll break up. Maybe I'll get my head on straight.

I think I need a therapist.